getting, emotional
yesterday night was pretty much like riding on a emotional rollercoaster ( the sentence construction sounds weird ). i was pretty upset that baby came back but didn't message me or picked up my call when i called him :( but he explained later on, but i was still pissed. it was bad enough that i'm like, alone at home most of the time and yet, he forgot our monthsary which i kindly forgave. but not receiving a message from him made me really pissed.

i had so much to tell him, so much to talk to him about. it's been long since i yakked nonstop, and i wanted to talk to him. i wanted to tell him everythg that i wanna do. but i just felt emptiness from within. it was a short call and i asked him to retire for the day.

but after hanging up, i just stared into space & started feeling bad. i really missed him alot, and it proved too much for me to tahan. i called him & started wailing like a baby, yes. he wailed even more horribly! :P it's really amazing that at one point, i could be the baby whining about everything, but the moment he becomes the baby, i would just become the strong girl & wait for him to finish wailing:P

baby, i love you so much! & yes, i finally got to yakkkkk yak yak yak. i wanna go shopping, & he promised me shopping! :D i just need to buy smthng la:P & i said i wanna get dresses, yeah, he say he'll fully support me. but it's so girly, & he said i should be girly.

BTT's next monday, and i've yet to study. weekend definitely got no time to study. and i promised baby i would study today. but really, what's there to study?! :( i'm not being complacent, but maybe i can't understand simplified stuffs? i dont know.

i'm extremely hungry:( but there's nothing to eat at home & i'm lazy to go out. so yeap, it's another day without lunch ditto yesterday:D

i miss my baby boy, i shall continue watching some tv plus youtube, plus study my BTT.

XOXO